just 'cause you feel it, doesn't mean it's there.

Sometimes i wonder if being the 'nice guy' is worth it? I'm not talking, goody two-shoes, but rather the kind that does stuff without expecting anything in return. I don't expect to get anything in return whenever i do something for whoever. Depending on the person, sometimes a "Thank You" is not expected as well. It's either this, or I've gotta do so many things to make up for the rubbish i did. I thought the suspension was a good enough punishment. These words are not swinging the way of "Nice Guys Finish Last", no way; I think nice guys are always first. They just got to stuggle. Find that inner strength. No wonder i always end up with nothing. Damnit! Haha!

Ok let's talk about the title. No, not Staind. Radiohead. Somehow assumed i felt something. Like really something. As Ernie would say, "connection.com yo". But i think, i'm making too much of it. Yeah from like seeing to now. "just 'cause you feel it, doesn't mean it's there." Mr.Pereira always get into sticky situations like this. Ok fine, this time the signs are good. But i don't like it. Secondly, i'm ugly. Thirdly, i've got bad taste and i'm fat. HAHA! AND I'M NOT A NICE GUY! But i like Fudgemellow Chocolates(Willy Wonka Eh!), but i guess too much Chocolate is bad for you. Damn i should've given you the nickname Spinach! Too much Spinach can't be bad for you!

"ZOMBIE!ZOMBIE!ZOMBIE! The song is driving me crazy, i have no idea why. And it's not even a sappy crappy love fucking song! It's a protest song! About Easter Rising. No relevance. To anything. Oh well, i like. =). MAYBE, it's because i haven't been sleeping! Nah, can't be that bad.















PS: Benson, Ally, Abner: Ni Nao Hia. Lim Bo Seng, CCB.