is the life that you're living a lie?

i hate unfinished business.
i hate leaving things hanging.
i hate the fact that i have yet to apologise.
i hate not talking to you.
i hate knowing that this could have been avoided.
i hate thinking about you.
i hate thinking about you, after so long.
i hate not saying anything.
i hate seeing you online. and not saying hi.
i hate typing an sms and not sending it.
i hate saying that i want to talk to you. and not doing anything.
i hate you, hating me.
i hate knowing what to do now. and not then.
i hate hanging on to absolutely nothing.
i hate the fact that i made you sound so cheap.
i hate not caring enough.
i hate thinking about us.
i hate myself for being a total idiot.


i'm sorry. dreams, dreams, dreamer, dreaming.

sometimes i wonder is the life that you're living is a lie, and if i am actually in it. i hope you know. that i know. that you know, that i want to bother.

i hate magic. i'd give it anything.