SOMAT!

Apologies for the use of profanities to come. If at all you feel the next few lines are directed towards you, then YES it is!

I fucking regret TRUSTING you.
I fucking regret CONFIDING in you.
I fucking regret HELPING you.
I fucking regret RESPECTING you.
I fucking regret LISTENING to you.
I fucking regret EVERYTHING that's you.

Ok. Apologies.


Somehow i find strength in these difficult times. Maybe I'm asking for too much. I shouldn't go to my friends when i have problems, cos it just makes me look stupid. Well i think so, what about you? It must piss them off la. I mean I'm always there, but sometimes people just run out of patience. Cannot blame them. Cos it's funny when you tell them, well not all and they just say something for the sake of it.

**You keep me going. I seriously cannot get you off my mind. I want to see you everyday. Carry you in my arms. Kiss you. Hug you. Play with you. Somersaults. Feed you. Laugh at you when you soil your pants. Have you laugh at me when you kick me. You're keeping me strong. I miss you too much. I wish I had the money to adopt you. Honestly, I'd give up everything. Even my vocation, my friends, just to come back and give you and your buddies all my time.