3.30.2007

i'm living in cloud cuckoo land

This might be the most random, and weirdest post yet. I feel Wee Lee Wong Kah-ish. Seriously.

Welcome to Cloud Cuckoo Land.
1. You build a Zeppelin and sail to the moon and the stars. Have fun!
2. Where the doors are always open to you.
3. Where you 'immerse your soul in love'.
4. Where chocolates don't make you fat.
5. Where the poison of hypocritical sardines cannot infect you.

Learning to swim will be easy. Porpoises will teach you everything, spending time with them will be awesome.
Learning to fly will be easy. Somersaults in the sky will be a breeze.
Learning to sms the correct thing will be easy. Benson will scold you. Evidence.

dominic - just 'cause you feel it doesn't mean it's there says: (23:21:01)
obviously it's a tad bit fucked up right?

:[·$4Super Stupid Short Fat Dirty Lying Petty Ugly Bastard:[·0 says: (23:21:43)
that's because u are fucking irritating enuff to NOT take any fucking action XD
:[·$4Super Stupid Short Fat Dirty Lying Petty Ugly Bastard:[·0 says: (23:24:02)
it's only fucked up cause u wont do naything about it wat
:[·$4Super Stupid Short Fat Dirty Lying Petty Ugly Bastard:[·0 says: (23:24:05)
so who's fault is it
dominic - just 'cause you feel it doesn't mean it's there says: (23:24:07)OH NO
:[·$4Super Stupid Short Fat Dirty Lying Petty Ugly Bastard:[·0 says: (23:24:09)
u want to do smth
:[·$4Super Stupid Short Fat Dirty Lying Petty Ugly Bastard:[·0 says: (23:24:12)
but drag and drag
:[·$4Super Stupid Short Fat Dirty Lying Petty Ugly Bastard:[·0 says: (23:24:19)
and i shld stop using that owrd


Benson never uses the F-word. So yeah. I got scolding. =). Damn happy. As in seriously. =)

I wish there were travelators. Like. Open air flat escalators. To go anywhere. Anytime. Take a walk up a long ladder. To a shop with an old Brit (and smoke from the dry ice all over). With a white beard with trimmings of black. With the best Toffees, Eclairs, Brownies and my favourite, the Fudgemallow Chocolate bar! Ok maybe not really my favourite anymore. Losing interest in it.





3.29.2007

please excuse me but i got to ask.

The cameras are everywhere.Cool. There are too many around. Oh well.
Do not watch "Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles".
Firstly, THEY DID NOT PLAY THE THEME SONG!
Secondly, THERE ISS NO SHREDDER, BEBOP AND ROCKSTEADY!
Thirdly, THERE IS NO SERIOUS COWABUNGA ASS KICKIN DUDE. TRUST ME ON THAT.
Pardon me for the outburst. But i grew up watchin the "heroes in a half shell" kick Shredder butt!


Ok Jilly' ol chum knows what was goin on. But i'm pretty sure i was playing Bubblebash.

P/S: How ugly am i? Scar on the nose. On the head. Tsk Tsk.

PP/S: Sleep Sleep. I need Sleep. Sing me a lullaby.

3.27.2007

you've drifted off somewhere alone.

I guess now passerbys have started to comment. Oh well.

PB: "Hi I'm Passerby a.k.a your personal Psychologist."

Me: "By golly gee! Hello!!".



I counted 30 camera's in City Hall. The CCTV types. Damn bloody Darren had to put that thought into my mind. Everywhere you go, there are camera's watching you. ATM Machines, the MRT Stations(tell me about it!). The government is watching us! And one dude is getting underpaid for every 20 cameras? Well go figure, start counting the cameras everytime you go out. Freaky.



1. Somehow i like feeling this way, but at the same time it feels so wrong. Enjoy.

2. Family Bonding. Nice.

3.23.2007

when you've become inconvenient

No more Staind lyrics. it's now going to be from Thom Yorke, Radiohead and Staind.

I need sleep. Badly. Not because i'm tired, but because i got to stop thinking. It's a wonder how the brain works. For example, the train of thought can be insanely long sometimes! It's irritating!
From food, to supper, to the girl you like, to getting food poisoning, to the ambulance speeding on the expressway, to getting into an accident when driving illegally, to failing driving, to Micheal Schumacher, to German Blood Sausages and Beer. You feelin me?But most of the time i keep thinking of Apple. Miss You so much. =)

Soccer was fun. Three cheers to Shaiful "Foster" Reezal. My favourite player. Best goalkeeper in the school team, Media Studies and in the future, maybe even Singapore.

I'd say, that if i ever got about to doing what i wanted to do. Or rather have the guts to. It'll have to be a repeat of the 18th of February 1979. It snowed in the Sahara Desert. =)

3.19.2007

could it be that my habit is to find a place to hide?

back to lyrics from Staind songs. =)

It's damn fun playing the solo to Queen's "Bicycle Race". Enough said. Had a good time.

BABY APPLE! Strong strong girl. Baby, you're so strong. I want Saturday morning picnics. We've only gone for four! We need to go for more! Spongebob'll miss you I'm sure. Apple pies and Ben and Jerry's? Baby's fav!

When i sat down, a tear welled.
I might not be able to see you,
Let alone hug you, and kiss you.
I want to go for the picnic with you so badly.
I promised you. I don't want to break that promise baby.
I Love you.
(in my dreams) See you on Saturday. **With a face, cold from the tears that don't know that it's for the better.**


"these are my words, that i've never said before. this is the smile, that i've never shown in awhile." Somehow, things seem nice. Fuck that, i'm not that lucky. Wait a minute, there's no such thing as LUCK. And there's no such thing as a "Happy Dominic" too.











i'm stupid.

i am stupid. plain fucking stupid. stupid stupid stupid.
a fucking failure. how the hell am i going to face myself.
sigh. ok maybe it's not that bad. hell it fucking is, i blame myself.
stupid Dominic Augustine Dinesh Pereira.

It's the first time. Since like i cannot remember. But I don't like this.=(. I seriously hate this.




5 days and counting. You know what to do soon. Call in the "Mythbusters"!

I'm hooked on Zombie. But there's something else. Thom Yorke. The voice that got you hooked on "Creep", "High and Dry", "There There", "Street Spirit". But there is one song, that i think is awesome with a cherry on top and a Strawberry Milkshake from Cafe Cartel by the side! "Harrowdown Hill". I just love it. I've highlighted the parts that get me so in the mood. Seriously. I think it's damn sexed up.


"Harrowdown Hill" by Thom Yorke.

Don't walk the plank like I did
You will be dispensed with
When you've become inconvienent
Up on Harrowdown Hill
Where you went to school
Thats where I am
Thats where I'm lying down

Did I fall or was I pushed?
Did I fall or was I pushed?
And wheres the blood?
And wheres the blood?

I'm coming home
I'm coming home
To make it all right
So dry your eyes

We think the same things at the same time
We just cant do anything about it


So don't ask me
Ask the ministry
Don't ask me
Ask the ministry

We think the same things at the same time
There are so many of us
So you can't count

We think the same things at the same time
There are too many of us
So you can't count

Can you see me when I'm running?
Can you see me when I'm running?
Away from them

I can't take their pressure
No one cares if you live or die
They just want me gone
They want me gone

I'm coming home
I'm coming home
To make it all right
So dry your eyes

We think the same things at the same time
We just cant do anything about it

We think the same things at the same time
There are too many of us
So you can't count

I was lured into the back of Harrowdown Hill
It was me lured into the back of Harrowdown Hill
I was lured into the back of Harrowdown Hill
It was a slippery slippery slippery slope
It was a slippery slippery slippery slope
I feel me slipping in and out of conciousness

I feel me slipping in and out of conciousness
I feel me...




Seriously, liking someone is tough. =(. I wish you'd disappear.

church and then roller blading or whatever. can't wait!

3.18.2007

i'm for spare parts, broken up

"no wonder you got suspended for a semester"

like what happened to sensitivity? i didn't mind telling you when you asked.
yeah i'm open about it. but to say that, i can't bring myself to think of why you would. you know the scars. you know what it did to my confidence.
but cheapshot. not at all something i saw coming. all that for what? not asking a girl out. and calling myself a loser? it's the very reason i don't want to do it. you would know right? i mean you are Dr.Love right?

hey dude, not nice. not nice at all. painful actually.

"Everything must come full circle, it kills me that i feel this hurtful"

You brought back memories. I hope you don't feel angry i'm not telling this to your face. I chose not to. Just don't talk to me. I won't. I don't think i'll change my mind. =)

3.17.2007

just 'cause you feel it, doesn't mean it's there.

Sometimes i wonder if being the 'nice guy' is worth it? I'm not talking, goody two-shoes, but rather the kind that does stuff without expecting anything in return. I don't expect to get anything in return whenever i do something for whoever. Depending on the person, sometimes a "Thank You" is not expected as well. It's either this, or I've gotta do so many things to make up for the rubbish i did. I thought the suspension was a good enough punishment. These words are not swinging the way of "Nice Guys Finish Last", no way; I think nice guys are always first. They just got to stuggle. Find that inner strength. No wonder i always end up with nothing. Damnit! Haha!

Ok let's talk about the title. No, not Staind. Radiohead. Somehow assumed i felt something. Like really something. As Ernie would say, "connection.com yo". But i think, i'm making too much of it. Yeah from like seeing to now. "just 'cause you feel it, doesn't mean it's there." Mr.Pereira always get into sticky situations like this. Ok fine, this time the signs are good. But i don't like it. Secondly, i'm ugly. Thirdly, i've got bad taste and i'm fat. HAHA! AND I'M NOT A NICE GUY! But i like Fudgemellow Chocolates(Willy Wonka Eh!), but i guess too much Chocolate is bad for you. Damn i should've given you the nickname Spinach! Too much Spinach can't be bad for you!

"ZOMBIE!ZOMBIE!ZOMBIE! The song is driving me crazy, i have no idea why. And it's not even a sappy crappy love fucking song! It's a protest song! About Easter Rising. No relevance. To anything. Oh well, i like. =). MAYBE, it's because i haven't been sleeping! Nah, can't be that bad.















PS: Benson, Ally, Abner: Ni Nao Hia. Lim Bo Seng, CCB.

3.15.2007

i am nothing more than, a little boy inside.





just before getting inked. i said a prayer.
" Mother, I know I have not been faithful to the Vocation you gave me. I know i have not been the best person. But i try. This is my way of saying THANK YOU and honouring you. For being there through the troubled times. May the hands, that are tattooed, with You and Your Son do good for others. Amen."


Take a close look, the stars are not perfect. That's what you get when little kids draw stars. =). Yes, i got my cous to draw the stars. (9 of 'em). Personal choice i guess. She's going soon anyways. Something to remember her i guess?
5 hours of being prodded by 11 needles at one time. Freaky yo. Lee and Kenneth came, along with the "bunch of hoes"(quote by Ah Ken) and Dale came too! No regrets at the end! Even got the other one touched-up for free.
The Lives of Others. Go catch it. Seriously. Four and one-quarter Jellybeans. It's a very biased rating, I love foreign movies. I'm not going to give a review, too tired, and usually people skip the review. You either watch it or don't!

Jillian/Ernie/Bitch/Diva/Nigga-Chigga and Dominic/Bert/Loser/Hero/Nigga-Tigga have lameass conversations about Carebears and Shane. L Word huh. Since there's nothing in the news to blog about, except the NKF Saga, i'll leave this shit here.

dont leave me high and dry says: (05:08:06) why must be bear
dominic - girls = trouble = shane turning the correct way. RIGHT JILLIAN!? says: (05:08:07)
omg not another nick name
dont leave me high and dry says: (05:08:11) why cant it be like
dominic - girls = trouble = shane turning the correct way. RIGHT JILLIAN!? says: (05:08:14)
too many..
dont leave me high and dry says: (05:08:16) carepigs or something
dont leave me high and dry says: (05:08:18)
hahahahahahahhahahahah
dont leave me high and dry says: (05:08:22) CAREPIGS IS FUNNY


P/s: IT REALLY HURTS IN THE LAST PIC.

3.14.2007

take a wobbegong and eat the left eyeball.

http://www.twothr3e23.blogspot.com

check it out. The end of the first entry. This is what crazy people do at 0230! Have talks about fat people and rap about it! I was also talking about The Power Puff Girls and Barney to someone else. What an awesome night! Anyways, i'm so tired. Did not even sleep! Omg. Off to church now. Peace.

3.13.2007

i've mastered feeling nothing.

Came across this article on Yahoo! news. Pretty interesting. And proves The Pope isn't resting on his laurels after the huge case of the married guys being ordained. WTF.Priesthood is something so sacred. Nothing like a pastor. There's no salary, there's no luxury. It's a vocation. Something that I feel has been given to me wrongly.

Pope confirms celibacy 'obligatory' for Catholic priests

Pope Benedict XVI on Tuesday confirmed in a letter to the Roman Catholic Church that priestly celibacy "remains obligatory," invoking Christ's example.

"I reaffirm the beauty and importance of a priestly life lived in celibacy as a sign expressing total and exclusive devotion to Christ, to the Church and to the Kingdom of God," reads the apostolic exhortation, the first of Benedict's papacy.

"I therefore confirm that it remains obligatory in the Latin tradition," the pope wrote in the document issued by the Vatican.

"There is a need to reaffirm the profound meaning of priestly celibacy, which is rightly considered a priceless treasure," he said.

"The fact that Christ himself, the eternal priest, lived his mission even to the sacrifice of the Cross in the state of virginity constitutes the sure point of reference for understanding the meaning of the tradition of the Latin Church," the pope's exhortation said.

The text, reflecting the conclusions of an October 2005 synod (assembly) of bishops, also reaffirms that Catholics who divorce and remarry are barred from taking communion, unless they "commit to living their relationship ... as friends, as brother and sister."

In addition, the pope exhorts "Catholic politicans and legislators ... to introduce and support laws inspired by values grounded in human nature," and urges them to reject legislation in favour of abortion, euthanasia or homosexual unions. "These values are not negotiable," he wrote.

The exhortation comes as draft leglislation is before parliament that would give legal status to unmarried couples including gays, an issue that is deeply divisive for the ruling centre-left government in mainly Catholic Italy.


Alright. Now April's fast approaching. That means school. That means back to seminary. I don't know. I mean i do miss the life. Oh well. I'll think about it. I got to concentrate on my studies first. And i do want to experience more before i go back. So i guess going back won't do me much good. I'll feel miserable, simply because. Yeah, just simply because.
Jogging was awesome today. Saw Monica's dog. He's so big, and handsome. And i keep seeing black cat's everywhere! Looks like i got to pay the SPCA a visit. Anyone up for it?

OMG, battlefield is the only thing that everyone loves. I've got to convince someone/some people that going for French class is cool. I DO NOT want to go alone. =(. A cry to whoever wants to go for French Classes @ Alliance Francaise. HAHA!

Today's line from a Staind song is so un-apt. I cannot seem to stop thinking about the shit my friends go through. I wish i could though, sometimes. But then i'd just be like the old Indian, with hair and without much of a conscience. I just wish i could help myself like how i help others. I mean if my friends like a girl, i'd help them. When i seem to like someone, it's like i don't do anything. Oh well, i guess that's quite cool to. Stupid, but cool. Cheap thrills i suppose. Diva!! Go talk to ****, then we'll finally have spoken to our favorite people to see during lunch time and anytime in school!




hypocrite opportunist, don't infect me with your poison.

1. I don't know why you bother, nothing's ever good enough for you.
2. Truth hurts when it's in your face, afraid of it?
3. I don't give a fuck about all your problems.
4. Life will find a way to bring this Karma to you.
5. You've used up all your chances.
6. The devil in you i suppose.


At 2 a.m, you really have no mood to fight with people. This is my way of venting my frustrations. I am sick and tired of arguing with you. Have you come here to play Jesus? Whatever. Shove a gerbil up your ass.




Jillian, Mirza and Muneera. Congrats on your interview. Feels good to see the classmates getting IPP calls. Go for it Chiggas!

P/s: Listen to Girlfriend, by Skater Bitch and Desecration Smile by RHCP. NICE.

so crawl inside my head with me

OK! So Liang Wen-Chong won the 2007 Clariden Leu Singapore Masters. Congrats. Respect to the man from Communistville.

300. Blood and Chocolate. Protege. Mr Bean's Holiday. The Pursuit of Happiness. All seem interesting. Let's go watch 'em!

Btw three and a half jellybeans for Hannibal Rising. Love the killing. And the Aunty. Sweet.

Take a look at The Sunday Times. Page 4. It's idiots like this that make Indians look bad. And it's parents like that are really good. Opting to send the dude to jail rather than the boys home. Respect. Go read it people! Page 3 is also interesting. I need to lose weight.com pls. I'm in Jillian's zone. HAHA! (Ernie! Go start a website or something. For guys with no balls.


Looks like he's going overseas again. 5th time since February. Fucking irritating. You were fucking home for less than 24 hours. And you leave again. I wish i could do something to lighten the burden. Love you. Although you think i don't Hah!

Looking forward to Wednesday! *PAIN IS NOT A FACTOR*

Results out on Monday. Whoopdeefuckingdoo. It's gonna be fun seeing how well we do. Well, not me. *gulp!* Ms Soo and Mr Azhar are fucking awesome. Thanks for such Lecturers. I just hope i get all the modules. I don't have the time not to. NOW, to worry about the deferment of NS! YIKES!

i can finally use colours for my blog. but you chipmunks aren't gonna see all that rubbish. like pink for the first line, blue for another and green for the third. Are the colours correct? I am colour blind. Haha!

3.11.2007

the silence gets us nowhere

Nothing exciting so far. Looking forward to Wednesday and Battlefield i suppose.( Lee's better than me!)
Thanks for the unexpected visit. Please leave. I need an exit. supper! battlefield! anything. to get me out of this.


Would you rather live in a Mansion(a beautiful exterior), but with cobwebs inside or a small Cottage with the warmest Broccoli soup(MY FAV btw) and the people you love.
Hands down the cottage. For me at least.

On to Hulk Hogan. I don' t care how you feel. You've been the same since last semester. When i was suspended you were an idiot. Till now you're still an idiot. But i told you you'd get your comeuppance, and i'm sure you'll get it.My words aren't as vulgar. I don't see the need to. Pipsqueak!
Making fun of me getting suspended isn't going to hurt me. You don't know what happened. =)

I don't want to go to Rome! Just understand that please. Fine $1200 paid, you'll get it back(hopefully). Just don't ignore me. Haha. =).

Very random stuff. Yeah well, it's my blog. Nincompoops.

Back to "Mission finding someone to go out with"


PS: From this post onwards, all the titles will be lines from Staind songs. Try guessing. Get 10 and i'll be extra nice.

I guess i will not shut her down anyways.

Other than the frequent stomach pains, Lent has been ok.
Miss the seminary though. I knew this break wouldn't work out. I mean, i am BALD, INDIAN and BORING. I should stick to missions.
(haha!)
But i'm still happy. =).

Battlefield is awesome. I won't go on. Alixues. Agree?

Certain memories came back a lil while ago. This time last year, i was totally lost. Suspension and all. Somehow i seem to have finally seen the good that came out of it. (just not looking to be a year 2 student again). It's a wonder how things change. I guess travelling opened a new chapter in life. I want to go to Rome so badly, but somehow i'd rather go back to Pattaya. But no one seems interested. I'd seriously give anything to have someone want to go with me. I mean it's not expensive! It really isn't.

I can't be bothered to go on. Man U is playing Boro, FA Cup Quarters. I got to run.

2 lines from Radiohead's "Talk Show Host" keep playing in my head.

You want me, well fucking well come and find me
I'll be waiting with a gun and a pack of sandwiches



PS: Jillian and Sarah tks for whatever u guys said abt the template. I didn't follow what you guys said. HAHA! Jillian! Now you know my password, i'll pay u 1003203023230 RUPIAH to update. Every week!